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Writing by Footsteps …

January 28th, 2008

So what now? …

After one and a half years (or maybe more), I decided I had to write. Why did I decide I had to write? This decision goes back to a few years where the act of writing was an exercise in self-reflection. As I wrote, the reflections automatically appeared in the words. My vulnerabilities, my anxieties, my angst, my excitement, my passion, everything about me was reflected in the words. Writing was meditation, mediation and release.

I wrote about cities, about people. I was the observer and the observed. One and a half years ago, I moved to Bangalore. I lost touch with the city and with writing. Somebody once said that when you get more and more professional, you start reordering your priorities and you rarely go back to doing all the things you wanted to do. I wonder now whether with this initiative to write, I am getting back to home. Yeah, it is questionable as to where is home and what is home. For now, let me admit that my words are my home. In them I seek warmth and comfort. In them, I find myself. The act of writing then is the act of finding myself, of grounding myself, of placing myself.

I had exquisite stories to tell when I was writing about the city. When I decided to reopen writing, I wondered where the words would come from. Earlier, the words came from the act of walking through the city, traveling in myself and in the environment such that there was no difference. This time, where will the words come from? What will I write about? I don’t know … And this not knowing has been preventing me from writing. So let me step into the unknown for once and figure out things for myself anew.

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  1. Vishal
    February 27th, 2008 at 12:17 | #1

    So you have moved to this site and
    your posts are as good as usual…..

  2. zainab1979
    February 28th, 2008 at 07:18 | #2

    I really wonder if the posts are as good. I thought I had forgotten how to write!

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